Yes so confusing! I went to DC last week and mostly didn't mask on the plane or indoors - I only saw a few people over the course of 4 days masked. I put my mask on one time in the airport when a large crowd was gathered close together and I was in the midst of it. I'm still waiting to see if I caught it. I don't know how to feel. We haven't gotten it yet either so I am both resigned to getting it and low key terrified I'll get a bad case. It's just pushing the fear down over and over again I guess? It's awful.
I'm OK. Looks like I escaped it again. Which I am both grateful for and makes me feel tired that I still have to worry about it. So tired of the tension.
Yes so confusing! I went to DC last week and mostly didn't mask on the plane or indoors - I only saw a few people over the course of 4 days masked. I put my mask on one time in the airport when a large crowd was gathered close together and I was in the midst of it. I'm still waiting to see if I caught it. I don't know how to feel. We haven't gotten it yet either so I am both resigned to getting it and low key terrified I'll get a bad case. It's just pushing the fear down over and over again I guess? It's awful.
So awful!!!!!! Are you okay? And yes, pushing it down again and again!
I'm OK. Looks like I escaped it again. Which I am both grateful for and makes me feel tired that I still have to worry about it. So tired of the tension.
Thanks for this -- I’m right with you.
Gosh, I hear you, Abby! Uncertainty is such a weird space to be in - especially longterm. I don't know how to reconcile it either. Sending hugs!! ❤️